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[13 Nov 2009|12:07am] |
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felt kinda sick of studyin and started surfing the net, checked my mail and lo and behold, dear jingyee sent me a reeeali interestin song! i felt much more enlightened and encouraged aft listenin it.. this is esp for uni students like me.. 12 more days! tryin reli hard to find th motivation to mug my ass away when ther's too lil time to study for everyth! here it goes.
ENJOY! :D
oh dun 4get to play the music while looking at th song lyrics! u'll get what i mean when u do this (:
[ 书香（稻香大学版）]
[ 曲: 周杰伦 词: BirdtaN ]
[ 专辑: 魔杰座（个人特加版）]
[ 唱: BirdtaN ] 大家好，我是 Bird
书香是因个人突来灵感而创作
来自于一位同学，正面对大学压力而想要放弃
想解开自己心中对大学压力的那份恐惧？
听听 书香 ！ ※music※ 对这个大学如果你有太多的压力
害怕了就不想继续读下去
为什么人要这么的脆弱懦弱
请你自己看看身边
多少人为学历在努力勇敢的读下去
我们是不是该努力
珍惜读书就算很大压力
还记得你说大学是你的梦想
随着书香课业继续奔跑
微微笑大学的压力我知道
不要哭让这首歌陪着你读书
把所有的压力全都忘掉
读书吧读到最后就美好 ※music※ （好戏在后头） 不要这么容易就想放弃就像我说的
读不到的课程换个课不就得了
为自己的大学鲜艳上色
先把书涂上喜欢的颜色 笑一个吧..大学毕业就是目的
帮自己加油加油这才叫做意义
大学毕业文凭
终有一天飞到我手里 （哈哈）
所谓的那压力
面对读不完的书已读到怕了
作业学术研究企划到绝望了
还有考试呢
我靠着家人在我背后支持我拼下去
哦哦.. 家人朋友支持让我更努力
哦哦.. 就算结果失败都不会放弃
珍惜读书就算很大压力 还记得你说大学是你的梦想
随着书香课业继续奔跑
微微笑大学的压力我知道
不要哭让这首歌陪着你读书
把所有的压力全都忘掉
读书吧读到最后就美好
还记得你说大学是你的梦想
随着书香课业继续奔跑
微微笑大学的压力我知道
不要哭让这首歌的陪着你读书
把所有的压力全都忘掉
读书吧读到毕业就美好
※music※
KAMBATE AND GOGOJIAYOUUU! :D
i miss boyf, he's al th way in brunei nw ):
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[08 Nov 2009|05:50pm] |
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and yupp.. time flies.. its my 3rd anniversary with boyf alr (:
had a dinner buffet at FIESTA BRASILIA! its the similar concept of carnivore.. so al we ate was meatmeatmeat and more meeeeeeat! until i gt so sick of eating meat.. th food ther is grreat! (: evn tho ther was onli 2 flavours for th icecream.. bt it was movenpick's so it was soft and creamy (: their legendary cheeese bread and banana fritters and pineapple was reali A-Awesomeeee! :D it wld have been much beta if we didn't had to rush our buffet dinner in a hour and a half! cuz we didn't book any reservations and we didn't noe th restaurant cld b so famous till it ws fully booked aft 7.30pm.. btw, we reached ther at 6.30pm.. i practically swallowed my food and with my current state of braces and jaw prob, u noe how daunting th task cld b to chew th meat and swallow it down al within a hour and a half!
nevertheless, loved th company with him :D spent somemore QT b4 we left for home..
and th next day at 1.55am sunday morn, baby boarded the flight for Brunei jungle trng.. back in 21days time :/ imagine havin to wear onli 2 sets of clothes for th whole 20days and onli allowed to brng 2sets of underwear and having to build ur own shelter fr bamboos and trunks and carving ur own fork and spoon to eat.. settin up booby traps to trap monitor lizards that are for MEALS.. and recognising leaves to dig underground food like ginger and yam and having 4days worth of ration for 9days.. with 32oC of sun everyday and raiining every single night so ur feet will constantly b soaked inside ur boots.. and not 4gettin hvin to kill a baby quail as food and for a courage test.. JUST IMAGINE.. takecare my dear.. i'll pray for u.
( happy 3rd year ♥! )
time reali flies and i'm glad he's part of everyth (:
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[08 Nov 2009|05:21pm] |
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ok.. finally.. i'm taking a breather.. these 2days have been reli tough.. esp aft i saw what i gt for my chem results.. i was so shocked and cldn't evn bliff dat was my result.. i kept refreshin the pg tnkin that they might have wrote wrongly or sth.. and it was just my own self-denial.. ): i stared at my results in disbelief and started recalling what did i actuali do 4 wrongly 4 my test.. th funniest thng was i tot th test was easy and i cld like at least get B+ or sth.. which reality proved me wrong.. th thng dat i hate most about uni nw, they dun return u ur exam scripts and they dun gif u th qns.. HOW TH HELL I NOE WHER DID I MAKE MY MISTAKES?! DAMN. pffffft its al bout learning wher u get wrong right and nt making th same mistake agn. bt nw, i dun evn noe wher th hell did i make my mistake.. how to learn like dat?! sigh. i'm startin to lose hope.. :/ if this goes on, i cnt evn hit th req cap.. :/ and now, i'm stil wonderin hw th hell did i get 6As for As and yet i suck totally now. owel. enough of ranting.. as promised, photos! (:
first up, maye's VOICES CONCERT
( photos! (: )2tasks down countless more to go! seriously, i reli disliked uni life! th curriculum and th competitiveness and th ppl ther that have brains as smart as i dunno who.. sometimes i wndr, did i made th right choice to stay local.. mayb i shld haf fought for overseas.. sigh.
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[05 Nov 2009|12:37am] |
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realised its been pretty long since i last updated.. had been bz up to my neck with endless assignments projects and of cuz tests.. today ended my ca2 examinations.. nw i'm taking a breather b4 i continue my other undone lab reports chem assignments and my prj work which are al due next week! i realised alot of things just these few days.. like how it wasn't reli my frens or th scholar thingy dat's driving my stress level uppppppp.. its th UNI CURRICULUM ITSELF! all about th CAP and all these hype about "I MUST GET AT LEAST 4.0 so i cn get at least 2nd upper honours" thing.. and 4.0 means ALL A-.. and its all cumulative.. u do badly for 1 then die. means u muz do well for ALL! seriously, al these shittt makes me feel so sick of studyin.. i alw tot aft a levels everyth wil b beta off alr.. tks for the illusions fr all th teachers.. i feel so disillusioned nw :/
and then just last week alone.. i came to th realisation of 2 ppl who left this world and went to b with God.. ); one was my relative and th other was a super friendly and nice church uncle that i came to noe just last yr cuz i went to worship at their church mor frequently.. both of them died suddenly.. my auntie died cuz of indigestion.. she ate roti prata, chicken rice and a rice dumpling for SUPPER AT 11PLUS PM b4 heading for bed and in th end she started foaming and gt suffocated and died :/ th other uncle died cuz he had an asthma attack adn then subsequently a heart attack... many "what-ifs" came into my mind.. esp for my auntie.. what if th husband didn't buy al these food for supper.. what if he managed to see her foaming when he was sleeping and then she prolly wld have survived.. sigh. th friendly church uncle, till now i still dunno his name.. i onli rmbed him as th "batik-man".. he owax wears a batik shirt dat's y.. and nw, i'll neva get th chance to noe his name and say hi to him.. life has just accentuated its fragility and unpredictability yet again.. :/
sorry for th wordy entry.. promise photos th nxt time! went for maye's VOICES concert which was alright except th fact of th countless technical errors that turned out to b pretty irritating and oso GREAT EASTERN 10K RUN WITH sus belle and shumin! :D i'll upload th photos soon!
and hotmail's F-ing irritating.. its driving me nuts.. i dun understand why th hell i cnt gain access to my inbox AT ALL.. I CNT EVN READ MY MAILS AND ITS PILING UP LIKE CRAZY! and al my prj discussions are inside! &*^&^&%! it seems as if i'm th onli 1 having this prob.. zzzz.. so ppl.. if u wanna send important emails.. send to my gmail acc pls.. phebelimlixuan@gmail.com.. i totally gif up on my hotmail alr.. seriously, i dunno what's th technical prob!
HAPPY SWEET 19TH AND KEN AND AUNTY LEOOO! :D
and 3 more days to our 3rd year anniversary! (L)! (:
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[21 Oct 2009|10:42pm] |
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today's my off day! :D finally cld catch up with some slp.. th weird thng is i've been sleepin at least 8hours these days bt i kept dozin off durin lectures evn when th most hilarious and interesting lecturer is lecturin! this is bad.anyways.. today was rather productive :D at least i managed to force myself to do some work instead of gluing my ass onto th sofa and watchin tv! i realised time actuali flies faster th older u are, its like in a blink of an eye its alr week10! 2more weeks of sch and then its readin week b4 th major exams start. ok. i'm feelin th jitters. i realised i became sumwhat more competitive in uni as compared to jc.. i dunno iszit bcuz of the scholar title dat's makin me feel like i cnt do badly (which is rather true cuz i've to maintain a certain cap) or iszit of th ppl that i'm hangin out with.. they're al brainy and of cuz v VERY hardworking. bt yea. i'm always sum1 hu's rather easily influenced.
anyhooow, i've been bz chasin moonlight resonance! (: its sucha greeeeeat show! if u watch heart of greed, u shldn't miss this hongkie drama! its th best i've watched among al th hongkie drama serials! its actuali a sequel of heart of greed.. different storyplot bt with th same casts and th best part, ITS EVN BETA THAN PART ONE! :D and seriously, u hardly get such stuff.. usually th sequel gets worst than th first part.. so WATCH IT PPL! (: dat's why, one of th best thng dat my hse eva have, its dat grey silvery lookin box with th starhub logo written on it and named, SCV! :D
 i alw taught their background made them look like they're a bunch of a vampire family. LOLLL.
th weather these days is completely sucidal.. th weather is hot and humid to th max.. i went for my run today and i started sweating like buckets (literally) evn when i ran like less than an hour.. just imagine th effect global warming is havin on us.. seriously, its rather scary.. bt then agn, i shldn't complain.. read fr th new life church bulletin, kiluani in kenya have been sufferin fr drought eva since like jan?! i seriosuly salute th missionary who went ther as a nurse/doc i dunno to spread gospel to these ppl ther..
always learn to give thanks no matter what circumstances u're in - God taught me dat (:
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[17 Oct 2009|10:38pm] |
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totally slipped my mind that it was deepavali today until we made our way to malaysia.. both th traffic and th human jam was soo bad and we only managed to get into jb onli aft 2 and a half hours! went in this time with dee, his bro and his dad (: bought lots of stuff.. more of fooood! and yea.. th must-buy thing for phebe in malaysia is TEA EGG! ;DDDD i ate twooo.. super satisfied! had a great lunch and a seafood dinner!! had super retail therapy and ended up shoppin in four shopping centres! lol. and th funniest thng is, i actuali saw my dad in malaysia! :D hahaha.. at taman sentosa when he was hvin his dinner with th uncles while we were heading 4our seafood dinner! pleasant surprise for both of us (:
off to collect great eastern race pack tml and then to army market b4 dinner at chongpang with th beloved ajchoir ppl! (L)!
at the carpark rooftop of some building near jurong point! tks to carol dear (:
( a word of tks. )
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[14 Oct 2009|11:03pm] |
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updating has become a weekly affair.. uni's gettin reli hectic.. and of course ther's tutions.. tutions take up 10hours per week! it has become my cca for uni jz dat this cca brings in income.. lolll.. some results have been disappointing and yea.. pretty disheartening.. ): butttttt...
elearning wk has been reli fulfilling! lots of catching ups and meet ups :D met up with dearest minmin and twinaiai! (: with ahmaneo with ajchoir love ppl and with th beloved 0907 ppl to celebrate sus and ahboy's bdaes! (:
niceeee photos here! (:
( w o9o7! (L)! )
back to neverending hours of tutions and assignments! but off to malaysia with dee on sat! (: i gt to realise gg to m'sia is evn faster than i making a trip down to town! lolll.. benefits of stayin at woodlands! lolll..
andandand interestingly, i found both ppl with th same names and both of them have the same seriously flawed character! they have wonderful superduper "creative" imagination and are as immature.. lol..
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[05 Oct 2009|02:06pm] |
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finally, dat arduous one week was over! :D tests brought disappointments and relief.. bt well.. its over le (: for now at least.. suddenly h1n1 seems like such a gd thing.. haha.. cuz nus gave us e learnin week! :D and i onli nid to go sch for ONE DAY! :D so basically, i'm hvin another extra holiday! lots of meetups bt then oso.. lots of other work to fin! bt at least nw it isn't as bad as th past 2 weeks (:
went malaysia with dee and his bro and his fren for a seafood lunch! and u noe hw we gt ther? BY CYCLING! haha.. in fact i feel so proud of myself cuz i neva cycled for so long before okay! haha.. bt then, it was reli FUN! tho i gt 2 wake up suuperr early and wear helmet while cyclin (: cycled 40km for a seafood lunch seems reli worth it! :D moreover, the seafood ther is cheeeeap! okay la.. relatively! (: bt it was fun cyclin somewher NOT in spore! haha.. th roads were like pulau ubin jz dat it was BETA! i saw cows buffaloes chickens and also a DEAD raccoon on th road! i pity th racoon.. i tnk it died nt long ago cuz ther was stil red blood at th side!
( 40km for SEAFOOD! :D )
i was hop hop hoppin on FB and i saw alot of different photos.. i stil dun unds y things have to turn out like this.. bt i guess its beta for us.. and M! ur post totally rocks! :D i was right.. IT bcame a topic for them to bitch on! *points downnnnnnnnwards! its ok.. i expected this (:
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now for a breather,
i cannot bliff that i typed more than 16,000 words just this 5days alone! OMG! they make u do labreports no not make, they THROW lab reports at u! i had 6 to finish this week and to study for 3 tests.. stressstressstress.. all my stress pimples are poppin out alr.. so much for a recess week.. pui. sleepin at 2am plus everyday and waking up at 8,9am to start my lab report.. nw i hate chem bcuz of lab reports bt nevertheless i am proud of myself dat i actuali managed to type al these more than 16,000 of words out!! heh (:
i cnt wait for week 8, i have so many things to do! so many ppl to meet up and also to celebrate bdae! (:
met up with pri sch frens to have a farewell lunchie with suety b4 she flies off.. GONNA MISS HER! I'M GLAD dat our friendship stil lasted evn tho we were amateur then (: TAKECARE OK DEAR! LOVES!
sorry boyf i cnt acc u much durin block leave. thank you for ur understandin! (L)!!! (:
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[16 Sep 2009|08:43am] |
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finally aft so many many days i cn finally find some time to breathe and use the computer doin non-sch related stuff.. today's th first time i'm usin th laptop dat i just bought! FUJITSU LIFESTYLE :D i totally love it like nuts.. its v prettaye on th outside and th inside as well! :D yay! i lovee moe they gave me so much money to buy a lappie (: i onli had to top up like 200bucks myself! (:
NICE NICE? :DDDD
anw, have been really reeeally bz to th max to th extent dat i feel like i cn drown anytime soon if i stil dun continue to struggle and pul myself up.. today has been th wonderful proof of how tired and sian i am alr.. chem lab continuous for SEVEN AND A HALF HOURS with only a half hour break throughout th whole lab and then it was gp's essay writing (critically evaluate -.-) about singapore's history ca1 from 6 to 7pm.. i am surprised dat i was able to tnk of things to write till th extent dat i didn't fin my paper in time.. hah.. is dat supposed to b a good sign? how positive! so anw, it was proof dat i was totally distracted cuz aft th half hour break i became so tired titrating and timing and look at how th solution reacts and changes colour till i start breaking conical flasks and spilling solutions al over my v sparkling white lab coat.. in the end i broke 2concial flasks and nw my lab coat is brown patches like cow's body like dat tks to th potassium iodide dat i spilt on my clothes.. it is currently in th pail with chlorinated water and hopefully chlorine will displace my iodine and then i'll get a white coat again! tks to chem lab and lab reports, i totally dread labs now ):
( MASS UPDATEEEEEES! )
been running a little at least for these couple of days for th past week.. i am stil proud of myself waking up at 7am to run just bcuz th day b4 i ate so much calories! and stil managed to make it to sch in time (: bt i stil prefer evening runs to morning ones! nice wind great scenery best is, NO SUN! evn tho its just myself (:
so tml's ther's finally no lab and dental appointment tml! :D i love gg to th dentist tho i noe for th nxt couple of days my teeth's gonna hurt bcuz of th tightenting bt at least i'm gettin nearer to beeeautiful teeeeth :D yay. o
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[05 Sep 2009|12:06am] |
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finally a proper update aft one whole week.. was rushin through my econs lecture dat i decided to skip on tues cuz i didn't feel like gg.. 6-8pm its reli quite an ulu timing wat.. lol.. well, bz bz bz weeek this whole week with lab reports to rush, tutorials to fin and lectures to catch up.. actuali i dun mind doin more lectures and tutorials.. just dun make me do lab reports.. they really suck like bigg time.. and th worst, i neva been able to get th hang of lab evn until week4.. which person said SPA was supposed to make u skilful with lab techniques etcetc.. zzz.. what's more i gt THREE lab reports to do this week! one cn die alr imagine THREE! OMG! evn th life sci lab today, i was just blindly followin what my labbie asked me to do.. seriously, she rocks.. haha.. i cn sense dat she noes i noe nuts bout al this, so she takes th initiative to do and help and of cuz try nt to laugh at me when i kept screwin up at th micropipette and when i get fascinated with thngs dat i dun c in aj sci lab.. lolll.. mayb cuz she's from poly, so she's mor experienced with such stuff (: bt anyway, this week was reli bad, i had cramps so painful till i vomited out my lunch and left my lab halfway while doin cuz i cldn't take it anymor and took a cab hme halfway.. in my mind, al i wanted was to get hme safely and nt faint on th streets.. i tried nt to b reliant on th pink pill bt seems lyk i can't ): at least ther were sick bay in aj for me to rest&put a hot water bag on my tummy.. bt in nus, u have none of such stuff ): which makes it evn worse :/
( CRYSTAL JADE XLB BUFFET (L)! )
dee's out for camp and tml we're headin for SWENSEN'S ICECREAM BUFFET! YAYYYYY! :D he stil doesn't noe dat i'm bringin him ther tml! heh. (:
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back! (: i realised its been almost a week since i'm last updated.. with tutorials, lab reports, essays, project and so many readings to catch up.. i realised i hardly have much time to rest aft al these.. esp with tution.. i dunno.. i tot teachers owax say a levels is th most difficult period of ur life aft dat uni is so slack that even if u try hard to fail, u wun at al.. bt th thng is, i cnt reali catch up with th work i'm doin nw and th thng is, i dun unds anyth at al. so means, i'm v dumb or wat.. grrrr..
bt on a brighter note, went shopping with jingyee today at IMM and jurong point aft our tut! :D retail therapy! didn't manage to buy anyth tho.. BUT i bought a prettaye dress at nus bazaar which only cost 12bucks! HAPPY! bt nus shld reli haf lesser of this kind of bazaars, it kip making me spend my moolah away! lols.
nth mmuch to update except dat dee's bookin out on sunday and xlb buffet and steamboat with th 29o4 clique and low JY! :DDDD
( NUS LEGS AND PADDLES 2009 )
i seriously seriously neeeed to exercise tml alr! i've nt done it for a weeeek! i wish uni had pe lessons ):
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glad dat i'm hvin a four day week (: uni timings are weird and they make u tired.. lecture only ended at 8pm for me ytd.. reached hme at 10plus aft hvin dinner at holland v with o9 pple! finally met most of them ard nus aft 2weeks of sch.. stil tryin to get th momentum of studying.. tried doin tutorial today apparently when every1 ard me has done it alr! lol.. obviously, i've forgotten what i learnt in jc aft tryin v hard to attempt th qns which are jc-based.. apparently, i'm takin life sci and chem modules.. BUT my chem module is totally on physics! WTF. PHYSICS! -.- and then my life sci module is on chem chem calc.. sometimes, i feel lyk i'm studyin for math ):
ANW, aft my whole bout of sickness, i finally headed out for a run at seven thirty am in th morn.. i practically dragged myself out of bed just to run. reason being, at nt running for 2weeks, i felt super UNFIT! AND.. dearie and i joined th NUS LEGS AND PADDLES which is a biathlon involvin kayaking and running and is THIS SUNDAY! imagine if i stil dun run, i tnk i'll faint ther on sunday! BUT i dunno what happen, when i was running hme, i felt reli uncomfortable, and then i VOMITED on th open street.. imaginin running on an empty stomach, and u vomit out bile and gastric juice. seriously, th taste sucks like crazy.. ): i reli tot at dat moment i'll just faint ther on th street. owel, i dunno what happend, but i just thank God dat at least i'm stil alive for now. LOL
on a brighter note, i'm endin sch at 2pm tml and i'm meetin th ajchoir ppl! and kenneth's coming to crash my lec! :D and on a side note, nus tutorial system reli sucks like hell. now i have to go to sch on tuesdays 10-8pm with a 2hour break onli at 4pm. i tnk i'll start to lose weight soon! YAY -.-
i miss hangin out with th 29o4 pple! faster finish ur exams! WE HVN EATEN XIAOLONGBAO BUFFET!
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BACK! (: i noe dat's fast! haha.. cuz tml's another HOLIDAY for muaaaah :D i feel happy if only it can b like this every week.. (I wish!) just glad dat at least i cn spend some time with dee tml (: LIKE FINALLY! aft TEN days of field camp! he comes bak with super swollen hands.. he told me dat was dirt rash ): a skinnier body! if u noe my boyf, he's alr skinny like bones, so u can imagine how slim he is! th belt dat i bought for him, every week i have to punch extra holes for him cuz he gets skinnier and skinnier ): bt besides dat, at least i cn spend tml with him (L)!
today was much beta in sch (; at least i woke up 2hrs early to give myself ample time to eat shit watch teevee find clothes change pack bag and get out of th hse in time! so today i was nt late for sch! (: had my 1st FST tut (: th class is reeeali small with v lil guys! haha.. bt it was expected (: our lecturer seems like an adjunct 1 cuz he's one aft 1 sem.. and he nicely planned projects for us to do as part of assessment.. super sian when i heard dat.. seems like a total PW AGN! oh gosh! :/ bt on th other hand, i'm sure i'll get to noe more ppl since its random groupin! I'm tryin my best to open up now! i keep telling myself, KEEP NETWORKING! (:
anw, i'm stil nt used to th momentum of uni.. u have to get ur own books and print hundreds and thousands of papers.. suddenly, i reali appreciate the aunty at the aj photocopy shop! and i oso appreciate jingyee alot alot alot alot.. i tnk without her these few days, i wld have died alr! she's my guidance.. i'm reli thankful for her and evn more thankful to God for lettin her choose th same course with me (: if i'm blind, she's my walking stick! haha.. look at th amt of reliance i have on her!
stil, i'm learning how to enjoy uni life and love every lecture and tut dat comes my way -.-
( what goes ard comes ard. )
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backkk! (: stil hvin th bad nose bt i'm thankful to God dat its nt h1n1.. i tnk i muz b th real lucky few? on th contrary, i was actuali hopin dat it was h1n1 cuz lyk dat i'll have resistance agnst th virus whn it comes bak more aggressive th nxt time.. ok, i noe. phebe's weird.. haha.. BUTTTT.. bcuz of this flu, daddy has been forbiddin me to go out and run and i've nt run for weeks alr.. i feel like a super fat and swollen potato now.. i nid exercise soooon!
today is goood (: cuz i dun have to go to sch (: i like.. ytd was first day at nus! it was quite a terror.. firstly, i was late for my lecture (expected!) and was rushin for th train.. and i stupidly rushed for th marina bay train instead of th juronng east 1 -.- u c la.. habit.. i'm so used to taking th marina bay fr wds to yck for SIX years alr and i 4gt NUS is at BUONA VISTA! -.- had to change train to get ther.. and was late for 20mins to meet jingyee! when bus 95 finally came, al th nus students chiong up th bus and bcuz of th stoopid small bus and th no of kiasu ppl waitin to board th bus, jingyee and i cldn't get up at al! we had to wait 4 th nxt 1! we were alr late by then.. gt ther, th lec jz started, i tnk ther was sth wrng w th projector., she spoke soooooooo slowly dat what she said bcame a lullaby and i was ready to jz snooze off.. as a result, she spoke sooo slooooooooowly and cldn't fin her lec on time.. i had another lec right aft this bio lec and had to rush to fac of arts.. its so big dat i have to take a bus to get fr 1 fac to another.. suddenly, i realised how advantageous aj was.. so smalll and al i have to do is jz run and i wun b late for lec! reached ther late and to my surprise, ther was sooo many stud till th whole LT was filled with ppl and i did not have places to sit and have to sit on th floor -.- like WTH! imagine if i have to do dat every weeek.. grrrr. gt 2print sum notes aft th lec ended and in th end i was late for tution for 40mins! imagine hvin tution till 8pm and ur poor tutee sleeps at 9pm yet she hvn gt her din.. u noe hw remorseful i felt.. worst, th hunger pangs almost killed me! i didn't have anyth since 10pm in th morn. both my tutee and i kept laughin at each other cuz our stomachs kept growling! LOLLLL.. JOKE Right? haha! i tnk i have to prep myself to anticipate mor of such stuff :/
( JSM CAR TOPO! (: )
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finally after 7months of a sick-free phebe.. i succumbed to th virus of the flu bug ): and honestly speaking, aft nt being sick for 7months or so.. th feeling of falling sick is a real terrible one.. ): th funniest thng is how this whole h1n1 thng and hw dee keeps gettin sick fr camp, my immunity was stil good enuff to fight th virus, buttttttt ytd when i went to ahma neo's hse, i came hme fallin sick alr.. talk bout strong immunity! lol.. bt well, ahma was suspected of h1n1, she had a highhhh fever running for 2days glad dat she's fine.. (:
so today, i decided to b a gd girl and stayed at hme.. my parents were rather worried oso.. u noe th h1n1 hype gg on ma.. skipped dinner with th obs boseng ppl ytd night oso.. anyways, ytd was th Teaching Scholarship Presentation Ceremony! it was at suntec convention centre ballrooms (: they made it look v prettayeee (: sadly, i 4gt to brng my cam ): invited ms yeo along for th tspc and surprisingly, i saw ms yeo&mrs teo tgt :D caught up with them b4 meeting mummy and my aunt (: took some photos oso.. bt it was usin my 5mp hp cam ): quality wasn't as good bt ytd was stil a reli niceeee day (: anw, this week have been pretty gooood (: MON was at aunty leo's hse.. we had a super healthy and oil-less lunch! (: i tnk aunty leo's evn healthier than me! hahaha.. she has a great bt inconvenient hse! bt thankyou 4 th lunch aunty leo (L)! lol.. TUE was with th ajchoir girls (: made jelly jelly for them (: we wanted to head to botanics bt sadly, albeit a tourist attraction (i tnk), we cldn't find a way to get ther despite changing mt stations fr newton to town! ate at take basement and we went wheelock place and ion orchard aft dat! funfunfun company (L)! WED was meetup with tanhuibin! (: sometimes i reli amazed at th fact dat despite being pri sch frens, we cn b so close evn SEVEN years ltr (: planned suet's farewell and then we caught up at starbucks and at th library (: THURS was the tspc! waiting for photos fr my other boseng grp ppl (:
YAY! LOVELOVE! (:
more photos soooon (:
i've realised, in uni.. u're alone.. sth dat i reli hate.. guess i have to b independent al over agn ): sign. its nt a matter choice.
and i've nt stay in contact with dearie for a wholeee week alr ): he's in field camp for TEN days ): boooooooooooooooo.
ALRIGHTS. flu medicine is making me v drowsy. time for a nap.
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i realised it has been almost a week since i wrote sth in this space of mine.. well now's th hype about biddin for modules gg on.. and it seriously gets reli irritating and frustratin to noe dat th modules dat u wan clashes with ur timetable.. at th same time, u're confused how to go about biddin, wat are u protected as a freshie and not protected.. until now, i am stil completely clueless! evn my elder sis is blur as wel despit she gg onto year3.. bt i'm thankful for her, cuz these few days i have been askin incessant qn and evn i myself am irritated with th many qns i asked, yet she was stil willing to ans them no matter hw dumb the qn were without showin much irritation.. thankyouvmuch tho she'll neva c this! haha.. so mayb being with her in th same sch since i was primary one which equates to TWELVE years plus summor fr uni is nt a bad idea aftal.. at least she cn help me (:
went for nus registration on monday and it sucks like hell.. cuz th damn queue was long lyk ther's free hellokittys for everyone.. was standin at a queue for more than 20mins tryin to tolerate th humid, i saw maye comin out fr th door.. a sign of comfort! :D talked to her and she realised i was standin at th wrong queue.. WTH! i queued for 20mins at a wrong queue -.- in th end had to queue ALL OVER AGN.. how dumb cn i get.. pffffft! spent an hour just standing ther to get a no to settle my matriculation stuff ): saw hoiyee aft dat and we left tgt (: she said sth dat struck me and i wndr, what's th true meanin of genuinity closeness btwn ppl.. i looked bak and realised mayb wat she said was right.. i felt rather disappointed dat mayb this bunch of us are actuali at this stage.. mayb not al are here bt just a minority of two.. or mayb is jus me.. owel.. had tution and was pulling my hair aft dat frettin over th module thiing and how to plan my timetable.. for once, i miss my juniorcollege days wher th teachers jz spoonfeed u with ur allocated timetable and al u do is to complain if th timetable planned sucks like balls..
met up with xinying ytd and had a lunch with her and my sister (: singapore is reli so small dat coincidentally, xinying's mentor turned out to b my mother.. YES, phebe's mum! LOL.. caught up a lil and glad to noe she's doin well and th best! she has grown taller! :D haha.. rushed off aft dat and met up with kitty and tingyu and we shopped ard amk hub (: always nice to sit ther and catcch up with them :D th best, monday i'm heading over to aunty leo's hse for lunch! :D cooked by her and urs truly! i bliff it'll turn out VERY HEAVENLY! (: hahaha..
yupp.. sums up everyth and uni's about to start in less than a week.. totally nt lookin forward to it! i prefer times like now.. when i want to work i go work as relief teacher, when i feel FAT i go for my run, when i miss my frens, its much eaasier to find time to catch up with them.. th best part, i lost my momentum to pick up books and start studyin agn!
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friday night was out with the girls (: got ahmah fr flyer b4 we headed to geylang for dinner/supper for my super awaited beef kwayteow and frog porridge :D had a problem finding a parking space and in the end anet parked her bread inside my church building -.- headed to lor 10 for our rather pricey dinner.. was surprised at th prices of th food they charged despite such an environment (oh ya, PHEBE led them there! *beams with pride! :D) haha.. headed for a drive ard geylang aft dat.. dat gt many of them reali excited! HAHAHA! anet drove me home first (i've gt a curfew of 11 still evn at 19years old) b4 th others headed for a drink.. good oso.. if u noe me, i haf a super unbelievably low tolerance for alcohol! well spent night! lufffffffffffffffffff them (:
had moe induction prog at 8.15am and i woke up at 7.30am.. th funniest thng is dat i woke up cuz woodgrove pri sch randomly called me to rush to th sch and do relief teaching and then i realised i OVERSLEPT! hahaha.. poor suety had to wait for me. i was supposed to meet her at 7.50am.. rushed ot of th hse bt th waited 10mins for th stooooopid bus.. if i knew, i wld have walked al th way to th mrt station in my high heels -.- reached a min jz b4 th emcee started.. boriinnggg.. was talks al th way.. had tea breaks and lunch which were th most encouraging thing to look forward too :D th most eva inspiring talk was by th principal of northlight school! anw, if u guys dunno, northlight is for those bottom 0.5% in th whole of spore.. which means they failed their PSLE twice ): i saw those videos and i almost teared.. made me had a beta perception towards education and teaching.. i made it my aim dat i'll teach or intern at northlight one day.. i believe its gg to b reali enriching yet challengin at th same time.. had diffferentiated curricumlun talk aft dat.. according to ur subject.. and i realised i was reali th ONLY undergrad teaching FST for my year! LOL! fortunately, ther was this other girl who was alr in year 3 gg to year 4 when sch reopens and gt th teaching award! at least i have somebody with me! haha.. i tot fnn will b a v interesting subj to teeach, y so little ppl?
nth much to update except dee's back in camp alr ): have to wait for weekends to c him again! sometimes th wait cn get reali unbearable esp u have to wait for 5 or more days in exchange for 1 or 2days.. bt i bliff bcuz of this, it made me wanna cherish th time i spent with him and treasure my relationship much much more with him (L)! (:
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dee is finally out during th weekends! nt really.. its just sunday dat he was out nt saturday ): caught transformers lyk FINALLY! bt i was a lil disappointed.. was expectin more from the movie albeit it was rather nice to watch.. just dat th endin was reali confusing and abrupt.. until nw, i'm stil confused how th story ended like this.. owell.. cooked a TLC lunch for him on monday, macaroni pasta, hot and sour soupo fish nuggets and otah (: b4 he had to head back to safti agn ):
caught up with fiona and ahma ytd (: went shoppin ard cuzway pt! haha.. was kinda sad when i realised faceshop does nt have th nail polish colour dat i was lookin out for ): nvm.. i shall head to other stalls..
andandand today! anetchean's bringin us on another ride in her lil bread van! hhaha (: this time, she promised us we wun spend one hour plus lookin for dat place agn (: itrusther! we're gg to head to geylang for beef kway teow, bak kut teh and frog porridge! i cn c myself hallucinating alr! :D
i promise aft 2day, i'll learn to watch my mouth! i ate SIX biscuits, ONE whole can of tuna, ONE bread and ONE cup of milo just for breakfast onlY! and ytd, i ate chocolate nutella spread for breakfast with FOUR pieces of bread and snacked on lots of chocolates when i was hungry just before dinner -.- th hour long i spent running ytd has definitely gone dwn th drain! WTH.
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since i'm free, i shall continue with my updates! (:
FRIDAY 10JULY
had a farewell dinner at just acia, dhoby ghaut exchange with the imh o9 peeps.. its supposed to b sth lyk a farewell since al of us were supposed to end work at imh alr! bt apparently, maye, chiam and shroom are stil extending their work! LOL.. sus andd i met up first and we went shopping! both of us bought a pair of cotton on shorts at FIVE BUCKS EACH! original price was TWENTY BUCKS! c, dat's y i neva bliff in buyin expensive clothes cuz they usually mark up the true quality of th price by ten thousand folds!
just acia is a v super singaporean restaurant.. cuz they serve al different nations of food rangin fr spore asia japan korea etcetc food and also th v kiasu spore "I wn everyth! cnt lose out!" attitude food which equates to EAT ALL YOU CAN icecream and drinks! best of al, is nt expensive.. i spent bout 8bucks only! so its pretty obvious dat their business keeps rolling in and queues are v long, esp th queues for icecream -.- one round of icecream cn take me mor than 20mins to queue! nevertheless, we had a fun time catching up with one another (:
( NICE PHOTOS (: )
NXT UP: 09 class gathering this sat.. i dunno if i'm able to make it.. its A SATURDAY! army ppl are out on SATURDAYS!
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