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[01 Feb 2010|12:30am] |
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sorry for the lack of updates.. making a reeal quickie one.. the only reason why i'm bloggin at this space instead of using my time to finish up my mountainful load of stuff is cuz i really need a breeeak.. i've been on the lab report for more than 10hours and its stil unfinsihed.. worst stil, ther's math stats psychology essay and natural heritage biodiversity and psychology readings to do which i'm not even done and 4 tuitions a week.. this semester is only a 3rd week and is taking a serious toll on me. i guess without going for the fruit diet which i initially wanted to use it to lose weight.. i'll lose a couple alr.. besides with the pain-like -fuck pain from my braces, i just got the lower set on. sometimes i really feel like dyiing.. like literally. no appetite for anyth no time for anyth not even enough sleep for anyth.. i've not exercised for a whole damn week. and now my body's down. unable to fight this fatigue. because of all these. i've sacrificed alot of my other stuff which i really feel v sad about it. really veryveryveryextremely sad ): i hope all these sacrifices won't come to naught. i just hope for this semester to end really quickly.. i really neeeeeed a mini hiatuuus. and i definitely need God's grace and strength to see me through.
life's really sad.. all i blogged about recentlly is just about school schoolwork and tuitions.
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[22 Jan 2010|12:47am] |
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been really busy recently with tuitions and definitely the overloading study load.. unfortunately, i need to prepare myself.. my schedule's just going to get worst. week 2 of uni is over and start of week 3 is dreadful 7HOURS chemistry labs ): at least this week was much better.. dozing off during lectures were getting less frequent! (: i hope i can sustain!
well. went for dental appointment today and uncle Ivan told me that I can put the bottom part of my braces already! EXHILARATED! :D i wasn't really ready for it but yea, finally i'm halfway through my process of getting that set of beautiful teeth that i had been always dreaming of since i was young! come to think of it, i kind of forgot how my teeth looked like before. so when he showed me the set of my teeth model today. the first reaction that came to me was "EWWWW". that looks hideous. and come to think of it, that was how my teeth looked in the past! HAAA! but thanks to the wonders of braces! it still never fails to wow me! (:
and rubi shoes are of horribly badddd quality! ): though they can be really comfy till the extent u feel as if u're walking barefooted on the ground despite u wearing the pair of RUBI shoes. is dirttt cheap as well especially with the sales going on. but. my shoes gave way after the third time when i tried to run up uh 4 flights of stairs to get to the psychology lab for my research program and i had to look like a limpy person the entire time in school and borrowed super glue from the dental clinic because the right shoe gave way and opened up a BIG crocodile mouth exposing my toes! ):
fretting over the student exchange prog now.. i always wanted to get a taste of an overseas edu esp seeing how ppl like suety and mel jiejie enjoying themselves TTM and embracing their different education cultures over there.. but indeed. is really a bigggg headache! ): spent the whole night trying to find partner universities and haven't even started module mapping which is the most dreadful and tedious thing ever. sadly, king's college isn't one of them in this round of application ): still prayin and see how God's gonna lead me!
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[13 Jan 2010|10:25pm] |
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3rd day of sch today and thank God i have a break.. despite havin module overload this sem, i'm reli thankful to God dath i stil managed to squeeze everyth in 4days so that i cn get some rest.. i realised in uni. a day of rest to rejuvenate and recharge is really v impt!! sch's notbeen really alright.. stil tryin to adapt to my super busy busy timetable! my first mon and first day of sch started fr 8am-8pm! seriously is EXHAUSTIN TTM! i slept for consecutively 3lectures.. physically and mentally draining. monday was pretty troubled as i had problems choosing my module. calculus or sociology. CALCULUS! i remembered telling myself i'll never ever take math again after i stepped out of jc. but unfortunately, i'm taking it this semester despite being heavily overloaded! kept prayin to God for an answer and i finally got it on tues aft going for both sociology and calculus lectures before deciding which one to drop. socio is definitely interesting but i cnt possibly take my socio and psychology exams on the same day! my brain will die. and so in the end i decided to stick with calculus, and for the first time, math lecture was ENJOYABLE! :DDD
anyway, i got a really "greeeeat" present from the birds after 19years when i went running on sunday. i ran and the damn crows and mynahs flew past my head and my natural instinct was to cover my head with my hair. and in that split second, something really warm and wet landed on my hand. yea, i bet u guys can guess what's that. seriously, i think the bird was having her period or something. the whole damn shit thing was blooody red! i was like "double-euuuu teee FFFFF".. but come to think of it, i should be thankful. cuz it landed on my hand and not on my hair and it landed when i just started running for 4mins so i could easily run home to wash that ultimately grosssss thing off my hand!
dee's been gone for 8days and i dunno why, i miss him alot ): come back home safely sooooon soooon!
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[08 Jan 2010|01:02pm] |
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life's been pretty mundane recently. confined at home cuz i went out too often.. LOL. sumtimes i tnk its so funny. i'm 19 gg on 20 and i stil get confined. LOL. been pretty bz w lots of tution and lookin and biddin for modules. its super super irritating and frustrating. esp when u cnt get th mods u wn and left stranded nt knowing what to do ): kept praying reli hard and hopefully God wil guide me to th right mods. sch's startin in lyk 3days time. i'm so not lookin forward to it.
had a grreat time with boyf these few days b4 he flew off to taiwan. went for a buffet lunch at ivory's palace and it was super dopeee to th max! good prices, good and pretty authentic indian food and a super nice and classy ambience made it evn beta.. for one period of time, we were th onli ones in th restaurant and it reli felt lyk th whole place was ours! ha. a pity cuz its location isn't reli v conspicuous so it explained th serenity. i've eaten 1001 buffets and its one of th beta buffets i've eva eaten!
and nw, i'm on a all fruits lunch diet.. i dunno y.. i'm feelin pretty fatttt! hopefully it works and i cn drop mor than i was previously! but i'm such a glutton. its reeeeeali hard to control! i keep dreamin of pineapple rice recently i dunno y. haha.
boyf's in taiwan nw and his dad cooks th beeeest laksa eva! ha (: i feel reli empty when he's nt ard nw. i've came to th realisation dat i've become so dependent on him dat i hafta hesitate and tnk if ther wil be another person ready and willing to be ther when i need. aftal, i've alw hafta get used to makin new frens wherever i go, cuz unfortunately, i owax end up sumwher diff fr them. ha.
see u in 21days time love♥! (:
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[04 Jan 2010|01:00am] |
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i cnt help bt feel lyk venting it out.. seriously whatever.. i hate it whenever u do it.. and ya.. so be it.. its owax lyk this.. u alw do such insensitive stuff to hurt ppl and yet everytime i let myself get hurt bcuz of ur foolish and seriously what? childish acts.. seriously, whatever.. u neva eva get to realise it.. and if i tel u, i'll prolly get slapped. and dat's y i dun tel u stuff.. and when i do, i get fucked up. wowww..
life's unfair phebe. accept it. seriously i feel lyk rollin my eyes ten thousand million times at u. FML.
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| and let's welcome 2010 w a hopeful start! |
[31 Dec 2009|11:23pm] |
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its lyk less than 50mins b4 th start of a new year.. this year has passed by amazingly super rapid.. its lyk accelerating every moment.. i hope next yr wil be a grreat year to look forward to. and th first part of this new year will have to be dedicated to God..
these past few days had been jam-packed to th max! of course it was reli fulfilling with all th meet-ups with fiona celeb her post 19th bdae and w th usual 29o4 clique and their boyfs! HA and of course with aunty leo and our really nice and windy jog ard th wealthy ppl's estates and of cuz rottin and catchin up in her reli beeatifuuuul and nicely decorated home! (: andand oso celebrating pinwen's 21st bdae tgt with twinaiai (:
no photos yet cuz as usual, th photos are w them!
and this yr reli showed me explicitly what i shld treasure and look forward to and what i should nt cherish.. lots of melancholic tots flashin past, bt yea, reli learnt alot! had my first experience in uni and of cuz climbin and trekkin up a mountain with chiam, min and sus was also a first time! and i hope and bliff ther'll b more w th 4of them! they made my mountaineerin exp reli grrreat! (: MT KINABALUUUUUUU! (:
a reli short and pretty incoherent post.. more updates next yr! which is lyk less than 45mins nw HA! when al th photos are in and everyth!
and lastly, byebye 2009 and BLESSED 2010 EVERYONE! (:
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[24 Dec 2009|12:03am] |
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have u eva experienced such excruciating pain till th extent dat u vomited out everyth dat u ate and almost fainted bcuz of dat pain.and literally felt lyk dying at that pt of time? well, i did. and dat have to be accounted to my stubbornness.. i refused to depend and bow down to dat lil harmless looking pink pill every month.. bt once agn, it has shown how indispensable it has bcum and i've to admit its relative importance to me.. i cnt help but not deny th fact that i HAVE become reali reali dependent on it and cnt do without it sadly ):
glad i haf a reli helpful older sister who's willing to hlp me out despite me vomitin over th whole place.. she did nt hesitate to step forth and pat my back and encouraged me to "vomit evryth out" to make me feel beta altho it was reli a pretty disgusting sight.. sometimes, i shld reli b thankful to God.. everyth He does has a reason.. y my sis was th eldest and me bein th 2nd..cuz He noes dat she wil tc of me beta as an older sis than i do to her if we were to exchange roles (:
was at siying's hse for steamboat and chitchat mahjong session with some of th other 4faith girls.. a mini gathering.. 10 were present! (: went marketing tgt and settled most of th steamboat food.. wher we cut, cooked, marinated and peeled al by ourselves! (: was grrreat fun and great catching up sessions! (L)! xiaolongbao buffet next! (:
( 4FAITH MINI GATHERING! (L)! )
ytd out with th family and cousin across th border to malaysia! ate th legendary fish head curry and it was superrrrrr dopeeeee ttm! i promised myself dat th nxt time whoeva i'm bringn along to m'sia i'll brng them to try th fishhead curry! al 3 of us bought shoeees. shoes in m'sia are super cheap and of good quality! :D th apparel ther wun as attractive tho.. bt i tnk i bought mor than enuff clothes to last me til CNY alr! CONTROL!
and 1 last thng b4 i 4get.. i reli need to thank God for His bountiful grace and mercies and definitely blessings.. i can't thank Him enuff.. thank you dear Lord, for showin me how hard work and perseverance pays off yet again (:
ITS CHRISTMAS EVEEE TML! (: and dee's finally bookin out! :D dinner at my place with him and th family tml! (:
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[17 Dec 2009|11:55pm] |
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family outing at cuzway soup restaurant and jurong pt for shopping and haagen daz.. sometimes family bonding is reali gd to kip th family glued tgt.. and reli glad to c how mummy was proud of her 4daughters (:
back fr church camp! actuali it was till friday bt we came bak earlier tgt with my cousin's family.. sometimes i wished i cld spend mor time ther.. havin a lil post-camp-syndrome. tho th sermons were reli lined up full to th max and we have to wake up at 6am every morn and how i hafta struggle almost everytime to make myself stay awake 4 sermons aft sermons.. it was stil a fulfilling experience and i wished i cld hear mor of God's word.. was at tanjong puteri this time.. we stayed in bungalows! and they're literally lyk bungalows.. BIG AND SPACIOUS! ther's lyk 2 master bedrooms, 3bedrooms, 4toilets, a dining area, living room and a kitchen! cool or wat! bt th bad side is dat ther were many lizards ard and uh cockroaches too! sometimes in th middle of th night u cn hear them making noise and u cnt help bt to cover urself with th blanket hoping they wun drop sth on u. th food's reli greeeat! IMAGINE HAVIN BUFFET EVERYDAY BREAKFAST LUNCH DINNER! i gained so much weight just in this camp alone and i feastedd and binged everyday on these fooood and ice creammm! i gt a shock when i saw my wt ): I NEED A RUN SOON! I WISH FOR DIARRHOEA! ( GUNUNG DATUK 10-11 DEC ) ( MAYE'S 19TH! (: )alrights.. super loong and image heavy post.. time to slp when its aft midnight! tution and chrsitmas shoppin wth jingyee tml! (:
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( WELCOME BAK TO SPORE FELI! (: )
BACK from my mountain trekkin at gunung datuk and one word for this whole trek is definitely CUI! neva in my life had i sweated and panted so much.. my 10km run was seriously lyk chicken feed as compared to this! LOL. bt th best thng was, th feeling of sweating everyth out was AWESOMEEE! :D th torturous process of trekking up dat 2660 m plus mountain above sea level was a hell once in a lifetime thing which i hope ther's more to come! (:
went trekking with th nus rovers ppl with sus, chiam and shumin.. i was reli proud of each and everyone of them of cuz including urs truly (HEH!) dat we actually managed to trek up dat mountain tho apparently ppl call it a HILL! HA.. i was stil tnkin 2myself.. this muz b a no-kick, chicken feed thng since its onli lyk a 2h trek.. ltr do i know.. its actuali double-euuu teee F! bt reaching th summit, al dat climbin and reaching out for whatevea tree bark or grass or leaf u cn find to balance urself was reli worth it and once agn, u can't help bt wonder how wonderful this God is who cn actuali create such natural beauties.. and of cuz, th night starry sky is so beeeautifuuuuuuuuuul dat once u raise ur head to look at it, u dun eva feel lyk puttin it down eva agn.. and we gt bak to nature wher we used the forest as our toilets! INDUCE! inside joke! heehee.. and th super hurricane lookalike extra strong wind dat neva stops blowin and send shivers down ur spine whether iszit day or night.. and our super hilarious yet embarassing and awkward like crazy night "bonding" session! HAHA.
our super cui looking photos next time.. bt trekkin up a mountain is definitely 1way to lose al ur carbs, fats, adipose tissues whatever not seriously! lolll.. andand my legs are super jellified dat when i climb stairs or slopes, i cn feel my leg muscles shiverin! haha..
photos next time, i'm tired like shit.. goodnight (:
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[07 Dec 2009|12:05am] |
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post exam days have been reali grreeeat so far! :D been spending it reli wisely! :D racepack collection with twinaiai and in-law at expo was interesting! HA! Loreal, maybelline, vichy, garnier etcetc were havin sales that are seriously dirtcheap! gt reli eggg-cited and bought a few stuffs :D gunung datuk briefin at nus aft with chaim, sus and shumin (: we're off to trekkin a mt in msia on 10-11DEC! :D
09gathering was next.. didn't get to join th them in th morn cuz it was spent with th boyf (: th rain gt so heavy and i slipped dwn th stairs! and so i dropped my laptop and my bag and landed on my ass on this super wet and slippery stair that gt me reli drenched at th bak ): thank God my ass didn't hurt much and instead my heel took th main impact of th fall.. (now min, u noe th adv of a bigger ass! HA!) BUT th bad thing was dat my heel gt to swell and i had to limp home and change b4 meetin th o9 ppl.. dinner was at breeks which wasn't fantastic.. walked ard and ended up outside esplanade playing truth or dare with a green tea bottle! th dares were supeer hilarious and ultimately embarrasing ttm! and lucky me, while some had to do it twice, i had to do it NONE! :D ha.. and th conclusion was defintely, LIFE IS ALW UNFAIR (: and that's reality check.. i gt to learn it several times jz this week alone!
and today was stan chart run with th other two blind mice! (: for sum reason or so, today's 10km run seemed much longer than last yr! haha.. bt stil, it was great fun running with them and we trying reli hard to post for th camera so we cn get a chance to win 500 bucks! :D these ppl are definitely much much loveees... (L)(L)(L)! :D
anyhoow, was blog hopping and i found a reli interestin blog to read.. some friend friend friend's.. seriously, her life's rather F up and i find myself much more fortunate than her.. what i admire her is her reli positive and encouragin spirit.. and th way she brings herself face to face with issues.. i felt much more encouraged readin her relir encouragin entries.. i'm startin to wonder, seriously, why bother.. and of course a prettaye face like hers was a reeal additional bonus as well (:
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exams are finally overrr! :D been counting down for dat day since 12346580897 days ago.. th last paper seemed to a gd breeze! (: bt then agn, every1 thinks th same as u! th paper was 2h and within an hour and a half almost a third of the life sci cohort left to hand up their papers.. so my fate of my results is left to dat stupid shape of th bell! 22DEC! :/
post exams days have been grrreat so far.. managed to spend some reli QT with Dee! (: caught 2012 today! FINALLY! (: th movie was reali A-Awesome with al th sound effects and stuff.. and of cuz with th plot (: was touching and yea.. grreat ending.. they took it almost exactly fr Noah's Ark! bt when th real world comes to an end, ther wun b another Noah's ark as what God had mentioned in His word :/ and so i felt reli enlightened aft th movie.. and realised everyth is so transient.. y shld we get involved in such pointless and unmeaningful fights that will furthur strain our alr very strained relationship.. and ya.. i came to a pt of realisation, its al part of human's nature. bt it doesn't matter anymore.. seriously, (: headed to yumcha aft dat! i was stuffed full overloaded, dinner is stil a nono.. ate th xiaolongbao ther and i spat th whole thng out aft 1 bite.. totally no standard at al.. th one at holland v crystal jade is 1000000X beta..
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[28 Nov 2009|11:48pm] |
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today's been a reali goood day *minus th studyin part.. i didn't touch my papers at al. SHIT. spent my morn making and baking th pizza and meetin boyf! :D he came bak fr brunei this morn at 3am and he had lost SIX kg! good way to slim down huh. most effective way actuali. 21days and u lose 6kg! i tnk dat wil make th best slimmin advertisement! LOL. sadly, he looked like a totally bruised and battered guy who just came bak alive fr an afghanistan war ): "battle scars" everywher fr his face al th way to his feet ): his BOTH feet are as swollen as pig trotters tks to al th insect bites dat he gt over ther.. th first feeling i felt when i saw him was THANKFUL. reli thank God that he managed to kip him and brng him bak safe and sound and of cuz, stil in one skinny piece (:
kezia's 21st bdae at awana country club! (: lots of people were ther and gt to do many spastic stuff with th church youths! ha. photos nxt time! (: a reli touching moment when her grandmother, her dad and she herself cried.. awww.. feel so happy for her.. i hope God will continue to bless her! (:
finally went for my jog on thurs and for once, Woodlands had th most eva beeeautifuuuuuul evening sky.. i felt as if heaven doors were open in th skies!.. once agn, God manifested His wonderful powers of his awesome creation (: how cn any1 eva doubt His existence aft al dat He's created.
so anw, ran for 40mins and i was TIRED alr.. SHIT. i hope i cn survive for stan chart next week! WONGPOOIPOOI (she's def gg 2kill me if she sees this! ha.) is volunteerin agn! haha.. i hope she cn offer me extra cold 100+ when i pass by her drinking station! :D
off to church tml and then its bak to muggin! tuestuestues! i can't wait for its arrival! seriously, i dunno y our bodies need so much enzymes and reactions and products just to form ATP and glucose and glycolysis! argh.
and b4 i 4get, FELI'S BAK FR NZ TMLLLL! :DDDDDD
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sorry for the mia-ing.. finally, i've been countin down to these days since weeks ago.. four papers down and one last 1 to go! bt for dat, i have at least 3days to study so here's a self proclaimed break for me! :D
papers' been tough, brain's been tough, pimples been tough and poppin like crazy.. everyth's been gg on pretty tough except me.. i feel very nua nw.. lol.. th only thng i've been busy psychoin myself, "let the results worry for itself" and "just do ur best and God will do th rest. haf faith in him".. seriously, if nt i dun tnk i can survive.. been faced with many uncertainties and i certainly dun hope for more..
last week i practically confined myself at home.. 19years of life, i NEVER stayed at home for a whole damn week before.. so u imagined what a jailbird i felt these past few weeks.. i kept askin myself why in th world am i studyin so hard for.. i kept counting.. and i realised, all i'm gg to stay in th workforce its prolly 3-4years.. which is the same as aft my moe contract ends and then, u start to become a mum and takecare of children and u'll become a yellow-faced auntie for th next 10-20years and by then evn if u wn to return to th workforce, u and ur paper become worthless.. lol.. dun u tink it al makes sense.. i dun c th pt of studyin esp aft studying nation building in spore, it just made my above theory become reeali logical.
sometimes, studyin can reli b discouragin :/
i hvn run for TWO WEEEEKS! OMGOMGOMG! tks to th rainnnnn and then nw th exams..
promise to self: RUN TOMORROW!
i feel fat and flabby.. stand chart's 10km on 6dec! SHIT!
2more days and boy'f's out of th jungle and back home! i haf pizza waiting for him! :D
and my sister is done and over with her a's and she's nw in th flight to aust to find her bestfriend! ENVY!
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felt kinda sick of studyin and started surfing the net, checked my mail and lo and behold, dear jingyee sent me a reeeali interestin song! i felt much more enlightened and encouraged aft listenin it.. this is esp for uni students like me.. 12 more days! tryin reli hard to find th motivation to mug my ass away when ther's too lil time to study for everyth! here it goes.
ENJOY! :D
oh dun 4get to play the music while looking at th song lyrics! u'll get what i mean when u do this (:
[ 书香（稻香大学版）]
[ 曲: 周杰伦 词: BirdtaN ]
[ 专辑: 魔杰座（个人特加版）]
[ 唱: BirdtaN ] 大家好，我是 Bird
书香是因个人突来灵感而创作
来自于一位同学，正面对大学压力而想要放弃
想解开自己心中对大学压力的那份恐惧？
听听 书香 ！ ※music※ 对这个大学如果你有太多的压力
害怕了就不想继续读下去
为什么人要这么的脆弱懦弱
请你自己看看身边
多少人为学历在努力勇敢的读下去
我们是不是该努力
珍惜读书就算很大压力
还记得你说大学是你的梦想
随着书香课业继续奔跑
微微笑大学的压力我知道
不要哭让这首歌陪着你读书
把所有的压力全都忘掉
读书吧读到最后就美好 ※music※ （好戏在后头） 不要这么容易就想放弃就像我说的
读不到的课程换个课不就得了
为自己的大学鲜艳上色
先把书涂上喜欢的颜色 笑一个吧..大学毕业就是目的
帮自己加油加油这才叫做意义
大学毕业文凭
终有一天飞到我手里 （哈哈）
所谓的那压力
面对读不完的书已读到怕了
作业学术研究企划到绝望了
还有考试呢
我靠着家人在我背后支持我拼下去
哦哦.. 家人朋友支持让我更努力
哦哦.. 就算结果失败都不会放弃
珍惜读书就算很大压力 还记得你说大学是你的梦想
随着书香课业继续奔跑
微微笑大学的压力我知道
不要哭让这首歌陪着你读书
把所有的压力全都忘掉
读书吧读到最后就美好
还记得你说大学是你的梦想
随着书香课业继续奔跑
微微笑大学的压力我知道
不要哭让这首歌的陪着你读书
把所有的压力全都忘掉
读书吧读到毕业就美好
※music※
KAMBATE AND GOGOJIAYOUUU! :D
i miss boyf, he's al th way in brunei nw ):
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and yupp.. time flies.. its my 3rd anniversary with boyf alr (:
had a dinner buffet at FIESTA BRASILIA! its the similar concept of carnivore.. so al we ate was meatmeatmeat and more meeeeeeat! until i gt so sick of eating meat.. th food ther is grreat! (: evn tho ther was onli 2 flavours for th icecream.. bt it was movenpick's so it was soft and creamy (: their legendary cheeese bread and banana fritters and pineapple was reali A-Awesomeeee! :D it wld have been much beta if we didn't had to rush our buffet dinner in a hour and a half! cuz we didn't book any reservations and we didn't noe th restaurant cld b so famous till it ws fully booked aft 7.30pm.. btw, we reached ther at 6.30pm.. i practically swallowed my food and with my current state of braces and jaw prob, u noe how daunting th task cld b to chew th meat and swallow it down al within a hour and a half!
nevertheless, loved th company with him :D spent somemore QT b4 we left for home..
and th next day at 1.55am sunday morn, baby boarded the flight for Brunei jungle trng.. back in 21days time :/ imagine havin to wear onli 2 sets of clothes for th whole 20days and onli allowed to brng 2sets of underwear and having to build ur own shelter fr bamboos and trunks and carving ur own fork and spoon to eat.. settin up booby traps to trap monitor lizards that are for MEALS.. and recognising leaves to dig underground food like ginger and yam and having 4days worth of ration for 9days.. with 32oC of sun everyday and raiining every single night so ur feet will constantly b soaked inside ur boots.. and not 4gettin hvin to kill a baby quail as food and for a courage test.. JUST IMAGINE.. takecare my dear.. i'll pray for u.
( happy 3rd year ♥! )
time reali flies and i'm glad he's part of everyth (:
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ok.. finally.. i'm taking a breather.. these 2days have been reli tough.. esp aft i saw what i gt for my chem results.. i was so shocked and cldn't evn bliff dat was my result.. i kept refreshin the pg tnkin that they might have wrote wrongly or sth.. and it was just my own self-denial.. ): i stared at my results in disbelief and started recalling what did i actuali do 4 wrongly 4 my test.. th funniest thng was i tot th test was easy and i cld like at least get B+ or sth.. which reality proved me wrong.. th thng dat i hate most about uni nw, they dun return u ur exam scripts and they dun gif u th qns.. HOW TH HELL I NOE WHER DID I MAKE MY MISTAKES?! DAMN. pffffft its al bout learning wher u get wrong right and nt making th same mistake agn. bt nw, i dun evn noe wher th hell did i make my mistake.. how to learn like dat?! sigh. i'm startin to lose hope.. :/ if this goes on, i cnt evn hit th req cap.. :/ and now, i'm stil wonderin hw th hell did i get 6As for As and yet i suck totally now. owel. enough of ranting.. as promised, photos! (:
first up, maye's VOICES CONCERT
( photos! (: )2tasks down countless more to go! seriously, i reli disliked uni life! th curriculum and th competitiveness and th ppl ther that have brains as smart as i dunno who.. sometimes i wndr, did i made th right choice to stay local.. mayb i shld haf fought for overseas.. sigh.
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realised its been pretty long since i last updated.. had been bz up to my neck with endless assignments projects and of cuz tests.. today ended my ca2 examinations.. nw i'm taking a breather b4 i continue my other undone lab reports chem assignments and my prj work which are al due next week! i realised alot of things just these few days.. like how it wasn't reli my frens or th scholar thingy dat's driving my stress level uppppppp.. its th UNI CURRICULUM ITSELF! all about th CAP and all these hype about "I MUST GET AT LEAST 4.0 so i cn get at least 2nd upper honours" thing.. and 4.0 means ALL A-.. and its all cumulative.. u do badly for 1 then die. means u muz do well for ALL! seriously, al these shittt makes me feel so sick of studyin.. i alw tot aft a levels everyth wil b beta off alr.. tks for the illusions fr all th teachers.. i feel so disillusioned nw :/
and then just last week alone.. i came to th realisation of 2 ppl who left this world and went to b with God.. ); one was my relative and th other was a super friendly and nice church uncle that i came to noe just last yr cuz i went to worship at their church mor frequently.. both of them died suddenly.. my auntie died cuz of indigestion.. she ate roti prata, chicken rice and a rice dumpling for SUPPER AT 11PLUS PM b4 heading for bed and in th end she started foaming and gt suffocated and died :/ th other uncle died cuz he had an asthma attack adn then subsequently a heart attack... many "what-ifs" came into my mind.. esp for my auntie.. what if th husband didn't buy al these food for supper.. what if he managed to see her foaming when he was sleeping and then she prolly wld have survived.. sigh. th friendly church uncle, till now i still dunno his name.. i onli rmbed him as th "batik-man".. he owax wears a batik shirt dat's y.. and nw, i'll neva get th chance to noe his name and say hi to him.. life has just accentuated its fragility and unpredictability yet again.. :/
sorry for th wordy entry.. promise photos th nxt time! went for maye's VOICES concert which was alright except th fact of th countless technical errors that turned out to b pretty irritating and oso GREAT EASTERN 10K RUN WITH sus belle and shumin! :D i'll upload th photos soon!
and hotmail's F-ing irritating.. its driving me nuts.. i dun understand why th hell i cnt gain access to my inbox AT ALL.. I CNT EVN READ MY MAILS AND ITS PILING UP LIKE CRAZY! and al my prj discussions are inside! &*^&^&%! it seems as if i'm th onli 1 having this prob.. zzzz.. so ppl.. if u wanna send important emails.. send to my gmail acc pls.. phebelimlixuan@gmail.com.. i totally gif up on my hotmail alr.. seriously, i dunno what's th technical prob!
HAPPY SWEET 19TH AND KEN AND AUNTY LEOOO! :D
and 3 more days to our 3rd year anniversary! (L)! (:
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[21 Oct 2009|10:42pm] |
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today's my off day! :D finally cld catch up with some slp.. th weird thng is i've been sleepin at least 8hours these days bt i kept dozin off durin lectures evn when th most hilarious and interesting lecturer is lecturin! this is bad.anyways.. today was rather productive :D at least i managed to force myself to do some work instead of gluing my ass onto th sofa and watchin tv! i realised time actuali flies faster th older u are, its like in a blink of an eye its alr week10! 2more weeks of sch and then its readin week b4 th major exams start. ok. i'm feelin th jitters. i realised i became sumwhat more competitive in uni as compared to jc.. i dunno iszit bcuz of the scholar title dat's makin me feel like i cnt do badly (which is rather true cuz i've to maintain a certain cap) or iszit of th ppl that i'm hangin out with.. they're al brainy and of cuz v VERY hardworking. bt yea. i'm always sum1 hu's rather easily influenced.
anyhooow, i've been bz chasin moonlight resonance! (: its sucha greeeeeat show! if u watch heart of greed, u shldn't miss this hongkie drama! its th best i've watched among al th hongkie drama serials! its actuali a sequel of heart of greed.. different storyplot bt with th same casts and th best part, ITS EVN BETA THAN PART ONE! :D and seriously, u hardly get such stuff.. usually th sequel gets worst than th first part.. so WATCH IT PPL! (: dat's why, one of th best thng dat my hse eva have, its dat grey silvery lookin box with th starhub logo written on it and named, SCV! :D
 i alw taught their background made them look like they're a bunch of a vampire family. LOLLL.
th weather these days is completely sucidal.. th weather is hot and humid to th max.. i went for my run today and i started sweating like buckets (literally) evn when i ran like less than an hour.. just imagine th effect global warming is havin on us.. seriously, its rather scary.. bt then agn, i shldn't complain.. read fr th new life church bulletin, kiluani in kenya have been sufferin fr drought eva since like jan?! i seriosuly salute th missionary who went ther as a nurse/doc i dunno to spread gospel to these ppl ther..
always learn to give thanks no matter what circumstances u're in - God taught me dat (:
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totally slipped my mind that it was deepavali today until we made our way to malaysia.. both th traffic and th human jam was soo bad and we only managed to get into jb onli aft 2 and a half hours! went in this time with dee, his bro and his dad (: bought lots of stuff.. more of fooood! and yea.. th must-buy thing for phebe in malaysia is TEA EGG! ;DDDD i ate twooo.. super satisfied! had a great lunch and a seafood dinner!! had super retail therapy and ended up shoppin in four shopping centres! lol. and th funniest thng is, i actuali saw my dad in malaysia! :D hahaha.. at taman sentosa when he was hvin his dinner with th uncles while we were heading 4our seafood dinner! pleasant surprise for both of us (:
off to collect great eastern race pack tml and then to army market b4 dinner at chongpang with th beloved ajchoir ppl! (L)!
at the carpark rooftop of some building near jurong point! tks to carol dear (:
( a word of tks. )
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updating has become a weekly affair.. uni's gettin reli hectic.. and of course ther's tutions.. tutions take up 10hours per week! it has become my cca for uni jz dat this cca brings in income.. lolll.. some results have been disappointing and yea.. pretty disheartening.. ): butttttt...
elearning wk has been reli fulfilling! lots of catching ups and meet ups :D met up with dearest minmin and twinaiai! (: with ahmaneo with ajchoir love ppl and with th beloved 0907 ppl to celebrate sus and ahboy's bdaes! (:
niceeee photos here! (:
( w o9o7! (L)! )
back to neverending hours of tutions and assignments! but off to malaysia with dee on sat! (: i gt to realise gg to m'sia is evn faster than i making a trip down to town! lolll.. benefits of stayin at woodlands! lolll..
andandand interestingly, i found both ppl with th same names and both of them have the same seriously flawed character! they have wonderful superduper "creative" imagination and are as immature.. lol..
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